Knowledge is Power

Do you know me?
I think not
for you believe my lies
or you dont yet believe
I tell them in wanting solitude
Yet I do not.

Do you hear me?
I think not
I speak of my hearts song
yet you ignore
its melancholy
melody

Do you see me?
Again I sadly say no.
I am smiling on this outer shell
But look closely and you will see cracks
Would you see through
the their source too?

Do you feel me?
Perhaps you do
I am of bone and sinew
But i fold and crumble under this weight
I bruise deeply inside.

(13/11/11 20:16)

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Esme

push me pull you

(poem one of my songs collection, yes i have a tune for this too)

push me
pull you

push me away
ill pull me to you
run out, today
ill chase as i do

pushme
pullyou

push me like you want to
ill pull you back right here
you want me gone, so
i want you near

Push me
Pull you

push from the hurt
ill pull you to my love
hide from the dark inside
but that just means you've seen the light

Push me
Pull you
Push for me
Pull for you


27th 11 2011 1:58 pm

Puzzle Pieces

I drown in my sorrow
I cannot swim
I cannot see
I do not hear

I choke on my emotions
I cannot speak
Not cry for help
I do not breathe

I crumble from my heart break
I cannot hold
I cannot control
I do not piece myself together

Falling apart at the seems
No one to turn to
No one to see me
Yet still you catch me my love

(14th nov 2011 -19:59)

Torrent

Swell builds
The dam breaks
The flood pours fourth
Blackens itself
Takes form the world
Seeps through all the cracks
Covering its source
As the bough breaks
And Sorrow flows forward


(13/11/11 20:05)

how can you measure beauty?

how can you measure beauty
measure with the likeness of the sun
or look towards the feature
one that has just begun

when I see your smile
I don't know what to do
with your ever lasting love
Roses are almost as beautiful as you

The clear streams running water
the bubble of babbling brook
a sound I cannot measure
or take in with just one look

the White and wild mountains
hold but a cusp of your beauty
and lasting is your laughter
and my love now that you're with me


(roses are almost as beautiful as you - Poem inspired by this line as said to me by a dear friend whom I love greatly.)

break down the doors

break down the doors
chase my sorrow away
no isn't an answer
so don't leave it this way

call until the phone explodes,
don't believe that no one is home,
I wont come out, so barge right in
come fix a soul that is hurting.

I chased u down
forgot my shoes
over pain or loss
I chose you

 so where are you now?

Jar of hearts/ Cupid

Creator of pain
Collector of love

The voices they scream
Questioning your name

The hunts joyful beginning
The woeful cry at its death

The clarion call to march
The falling as love passes by

 That poisoned arrow nosed
Target held and set

The painful lovers hit
The feelings you forcefully beget.

Esme - 13 nov 2:52 pm

Let my tears fall

Let my tears fall
Drip.Drop.
Run down my face
Take with them my pain
Let my tears fall

Let my tears fall
Splish. Splosh.
Rivers from my soul
Words in liquid form
Let my tears fall

Let my tears fall
Tip.Tap
Hearts song singing loud
For all to hear
Let my tears fall

Let my tears fall arround
Let them take away my pain
Let them call to you for help
So that I'm not drowned but saved!
Let my tears fall


(13th Nov 2011, 19:53 )

Swimming

Surface hope surrendered
But more lies deep within
I shall not hope to wait
Lest I hear your name

13/11/11

Silence within, Silence without

Seeking time alone,
The thoughts of one to gather.
No better place to be,
Than surrounded by unknown other.

My thoughts my own,
As are my dreams.
My hopes and love to make the seams.

Uncertain path,
Unruely fate.
Unknown to me,
I'll Gladly wait.

My Hearts Song

I dont know who you are,
But I know that I love you.
I dont know where you are,
But I will when I find you.

I dont know what you love,
But yet I'll love you still.
I know that I'm heart sick,
And wont leve you when you're ill.


When I meet and re-meet again,
My love grow ever strong.
When we stay until the end,
It's inspite of what whent wrong.

As we love each other soon,
We will love until the end.
As we sing of how we swoon,
I know I've found my best friend.

if i could

if i could cry a thousand tears
a thousand rivers
 to adhear
a thousand sand spec's
for a thousand seas
 a millions stars
'twene you and me.
if i could yell a thousand sounds
a thousand voices you could hear.


if i
 if i could
o if only i could cry
 a voice to reach across the sky
 a voice so you knew u wern't alone
 a voice so loud to call you home


if i could you'd find yourself with me
 a thousand lives
 a thousand thoughts,
 voices and deaths,
 you'd know the tears
 that i have wept.

if
if i
 if i could hear your voice right now
 i know the way to show you how
 the way to show and make you feel
 the way to tell you what is real

but if i could let you know the truth
 and scream from the utmost roof
if only i could let you see
 the deaths you bring alive in me


the words the song to treat me right,
to bring along this lonely fight


if only i knew how to express
 the words that show, but who knows best?
 my friend she stands in this room
she see me wright and speak of doom
 but if i could live life and love and learn
 and get all and more but in return
then my life id feel
and have for all time
so i could speak, love without out ryhme
or reason

if i could
but i can't
so i shan't
and i shall stand alone until my tears fall.
 because right now
 they wont come at all.
 so i wait
 for the "if i could's"
 'cos i would.

but i cant. so i shan't.

so i shan't.






Esme - aug 20th 2011